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Believe. I miss your taste, I miss your smell. The past mistakes have brought you here. I'll break the fall for you my dear. I'll ask the nurse for bandages. And send me on my way...
Okay, so I know I'm not really a morning person, but I just couldn't sleep. You know that feeling when you wake up in the dead of night, yet can't get back to sleep if your life depended on it? That had been mine, Skyix's. That was when I decided I'd get up, since there was no way I'd end up falling back asleep. And to my surprise the sun wasn't even up yet. But it was very cold. I bundled myself up a bit. The usual hoodie, skinny jeans, shoes, and such. Only I found a small black scarf, that I hadn't seen since christmas, when I was at least fourteen. Someone must have stuck it in my suitcase. I didn't care. It was cold, so I used it. I had on my fishnet glove like things, and put on my studded belt and choker. My studded wristbands were also a necessity.
Anyway, so here I was sitting on the edge of a rather slippery wood dock, boredly watching the sunrise. It was beautiful, I'll admit. But someone like me would probably be afraid of being outside alone in the morning. But hey, I was stronger than them. I also weren't afraid of anything.. Or so I told myself. I swayed my feet over the edge, the toes of my vans gliding across the surface of the water as I watched my pitiful reflection disperse into many different waves. Almost like my life. Somehow I didn't notice the cold wet tears that slid down my cheeks. It was now, as I wiped away the tears, that I was beginning to wonder why I was here. There was nothing, nobody, absolutely nothing, that was keeping me here. But why I couldn't leave I wasn't sure.
So once the sun got a great deal of itself into the sky, I layed back on my back and stared at the sky. The sky that was nearly empty, but with a few stray clouds here and there. And right now, I must have been miserable. All I knew was that I felt horrible. I lifted my arms into my vision as I slid down my sleeves. I took my fingers and gently ran them across the top of scars and scabs. Little tiny reminders, of who was there, but never really was. Little things that told someone that I wasn't okay. The little tiny things, that told someone to rescue me.
Rescue me, From everything. I just wanna live, I wish I could breath.
| Brother, Put your needles down. The best thing for you is to leave this awful town. Pretty soon, you'll have kids to feed. If you see Mother, tell her I can sing. Please dont worry, I am doing fine. |
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Joined: Aug 2007 Gender: Female  Posts: 179 Location: California. Karma: 0 |  | Re: So pull the trigger;; open « Reply #1 on Jun 20, 2008, 3:13am » | |
Austin has been threw way to much, a walk sounded like such a perfect solution at the very moment of time. The immature boy needed something new. Something that would change his life. He smiled as the sun rose on his stroll to where ever he planned on going. He looked to the grass, so amazing nature was, so beautiful. as his hazel eyes looked at his surrounding's he found a girl. she was planted laying on the grass. He knew there'd be no harm in meeting someone new, someone different. He took slow light steps toward the individual he had noticed not but a second ago. He went to go sit next to her. The minute his eye's landed on her face, he flinched. He wasn't sure why but she looked like soraya. someone he use to know. She didn't look like the changed girl he'd seen recently. She looked like the girl he'd first meet. Right off the bat he had an attraction to this girl. He was egar for her name so lightly he asked," a little early to be out here don't you think?" He laughed a bit to his sarcasim. He opened his lips once more,"mine name is Austin, and your's?"
He gave her themost delighted smile he could find. He didn't know anything about this girl. from what he could see her make-up had been smeared and her eye's were a tad red. had she been crying? why had she been crying? the questions bobbled threw his mind like angry bees.
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I stayed there for a few seconds until I happened to hear someone come up behind me and speak. I sat up, jumping a bit. My bright blue eyes immediatly looking to his face as I pulled my sleeves down. I shook my head a bit shaking out the black and blonde bangs that made it so I couldn't see. I quickly brought my knees to my chest.
"I... Uh... I couldn't sleep..." I paused to bite my lip as I dropped my gaze to the ground. Then he spoke again and I looked up yet again. "I'm Skyix. But, I guess you can call me Sky, if you'd like." I shrugged. I didn't care. He could call me anything within reason, and that was just with everyone. Its not like he was special. Its not like he was the one that could save me... Could he?
| Brother, Put your needles down. The best thing for you is to leave this awful town. Pretty soon, you'll have kids to feed. If you see Mother, tell her I can sing. Please dont worry, I am doing fine. |
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Joined: Aug 2007 Gender: Female  Posts: 179 Location: California. Karma: 0 |  | Re: So pull the trigger;; open « Reply #3 on Jun 20, 2008, 3:35am » | |
austin smiled at her quick reation to his presence. he found it somewhat cute. he looked up thinking a bit, smiling once more he spoke lightly," skyix, huh. i like it, it's different." He never minded things that showed him a new experiance to life.
austin, looked to her examining her features closely. She was close to flawless or thats how he saw her. He didn't have the same taste as his boys. They dated the bimbo girls who were known as easy. Then again austin actually liked girls for them. He thought to how dumb he was, how he said he would play every girl he found. He wouldn't be able to do this to her. non the less austin didn't know this girl at all just the matter she couldn't sleep, and her name is skye. he laughed to the thought.
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I nodded and then crossed my legs in the childhood criss cross applesauce kind of thing. I looked over to the lake, watching the water again before I pulled out my cell phone and checked my reflection. I began wiping my eyes, trying my hardest to get the black not to smear more than it was. After a few seconds, I pulled out an eyeliner stick and applied it rather blindly since there was nothing there to see with. And when I checked it, it looked fine.
My gaze looked back up to Austin as I placed my things away. My arms falling into my lap. My eyes covered with black again. "So, Austin, if its a bit too early for me to be out here, then what are you doing out here?" I smirked and offered him a small smile.
| Brother, Put your needles down. The best thing for you is to leave this awful town. Pretty soon, you'll have kids to feed. If you see Mother, tell her I can sing. Please dont worry, I am doing fine. |
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Joined: Aug 2007 Gender: Female  Posts: 179 Location: California. Karma: 0 |  | Re: So pull the trigger;; open « Reply #5 on Jun 20, 2008, 3:59am » | |
Austin examined the girl as she redid her make-up. He had no experiance with such a thing. He turned his head as she played with the refetion she saw. He looked into the sky seeing so much from so little. He smiled a bit seeing a hawk in the sky it looked so free, so free from everything. he had a deep lust for the expreiane the hawk was experiancing at the moment.
austin suddenly heard high pitched words come from the soul that sat next to him. he smiled a bit ad spoke with a apathetic tone,"umm...things just don't always work out and coming outside when you think no one is outside it just gives you something pretty d**n amazing." he pressed his lips into a smile. trying to give as much positive vides as he could.
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Joined: Nov 2007 Gender: Female  Posts: 99 Location: Holding the shotgun behind you Karma: 0 |  | Re: So pull the trigger;; open « Reply #6 on Jun 20, 2008, 4:05am » | |
I raised an eyebrow in curiosity. "Okay..." I paused and felt a small smile creep onto my face. I layed back again. My eyes shutting momentarily. Thats when I looked up and spotted a bird that flew rather strong. A hawk probably. I suddenly shivered and looked over at Austin.
"Hey, I'm freezing. Want to go get a cup of coffee or something?" I asked. So, maybe I wanted to learn more about him. Maybe he wasn't to bad. Actually, I might have been opening up to him. But not too much. I wasn't stupid. I shook the hair from my eyes and smiled over at him.
| Brother, Put your needles down. The best thing for you is to leave this awful town. Pretty soon, you'll have kids to feed. If you see Mother, tell her I can sing. Please dont worry, I am doing fine. |
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Joined: Aug 2007 Gender: Female  Posts: 179 Location: California. Karma: 0 |  | Re: So pull the trigger;; open « Reply #7 on Jun 20, 2008, 4:39am » | |
austin eyed her with a smirk in his eye. she was showing some sort of interest. or was he just being over confident? he shook the thought from his head and stood up. he layed his hand out, offering skyix a help up. He moved his hair out of his face a bit. smiling to the girl that had caught his attention. he looked into her eyes for the first time tonight a deep blue type of color. he seemed to get sucked in. he tried imidetly to let go of her eyes grasp. he then spoke smiling," well, do you want me to drive? or we can do the obvious walk."
[hey, umm. can you start the post whereever? and what do we do about the other post we have going on?]
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[ooc: ummm, we could just continue it here I guess? Like, a cafe kind of place that doesn't fit in any board here, but yea. Ummm.... I dunno lol. What do you want to do about the thread? lol ]
| Brother, Put your needles down. The best thing for you is to leave this awful town. Pretty soon, you'll have kids to feed. If you see Mother, tell her I can sing. Please dont worry, I am doing fine. |
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